My two year-old nephew is one of the bravest people that I know. Perhaps the bravest. He is currently recovering from open heart surgery, his second open heart in one year, his fourth heart procedure overall. This kid, I tell you, is incredible.

My nephew, decorating a telescope at Baby’s first birthday (which I promise to post about very soon)
When the surgery date was tentatively set, my mind started swirling with ideas of what I could make for him, to ease the pain, to provide him with comfort, to bring a smile to his little face. I dreamed up a doll. One that was small enough that he could easily play with in the hospital bed, with a funny face and that resembles him, ever so slightly. When I purchased Anna Maria Horner’s (beautifully brilliant) book, Handmade Beginnings, I was thrilled to find a pattern for a little baby doll tucked inside. Perfect.

Meet Garth.

Garth is a name variation of Darth. Darth Vader to be precise. Of which my nephew is currently obsessed with. I had planned to illustrate a little book to go along with Garth, but I beyond suck at drawing, so it just didn’t work out.

This is the very first thing that I have machine-sewn on my own in over a decade. And mind you, I was just sewing pillows before that. I ended up ripping out the stitches twice in entirety and three times on one of the arms. I think I may have improved since I made this nearly a month ago, which is kind of exciting.
I took liberty to veer off the embroidery details that the book suggests.


I’m not quite sure this is what Anna Maria had in mind. It’s a bit creepy, I realize. It turned out creepier than I had envisioned and I worried that it might scare my nephew. But you know what? Open heart surgery is freaking scary dude. And recovery is as well. And quite frankly, this is what his chest looks like. In fact, my little doll is an incredibly watered down version of what he’s going through. And plus he’s tough as all hell.

Instead of making the gorgeous patchwork swaddle blanket as the book suggests, I used a large burp cloth that I had on hand, that was actually my nephew’s when he was a baby. I thought he might take comfort in that somehow.




Because I was sick right before his surgery, I wasn’t able to visit my nephew in the hospital and give him the doll, which completely sucked. But I like to think that it’s even more special now as he moves through the healing process. My sister said he might need to beat the crap out of it; I hope he does.
P.S. – This kid has a long recovery ahead of him and unfortunately, more surgeries will be needed down the road. Doernbecher Children’s Hospital does amazing things for children and their families. They have quite frankly saved my nephew’s life. A beautiful quilt was given to my nephew during his stay, through Project Linus. Once I’m a bit better at this sewing thing, I plan to donate one as well, through Downey Quilts for Kids. And there are many other ways to give, if sewing isn’t your thang. Peace.